hahah hi, sup guys. how's everything going on? hope it's sweet like sugar. leons been forcing me with saves the day, it's become like dope you know? i like the song at your funeral by them alot now.. but not really the others. haa. yeh, and chris is mad about jamming coheed and cambria - devil in jersey city. maybe we should jam..but not for the november gig at youth park i guess.

i feel so carefree,so good,so happy now.. while alot of my friends are suffering like shiat studying for the Os.. i really wish that they all might do well, esp ben and leon- CAUSE THEY'RE GONNA SKIP JAM SESSIONS TO STUDY - means they'd better be doing figkin' well..

i feel so happy recently, i don't know why. it's like the primetime or the peak of my life or something.. because i thought i've found some meaning and some reason to live it to the fullest, in positivity - cause i know that God is truly here, right now when im typing this.. and he's beside me, and in fact, beside all of us.. so if you read this now - HE's beside you(be good.) yeah i realized God's presence in my life and i'm so glad about it, and i thank him for really basicly everything i have. my FOOD + THE AIR + MY FRIENDS + THIS AND THAT.. for the wonderful bands that i'm blessed to be in, i just owe everything up to him - the Almighty. yeah and i tell you what, i even planned a PRAYER schedule(good huh?) to make sure i sufficiently communicate with my Lord. haha, my time's been used much more wisely during the holidays now - unlike the past(when i was just bloody hell wasting time). i've dedicated myself up to Church youthgroups - providing service to widespread God's glory, hooked myself up on muay thai/mixed martial arts, to my bands.. and i feel fufilled that i'm training myself to be mentally and physically stronger - i just can't tell you how much and how little muay thai had made me more disciplined in a way, yeah besides that - i really wanna thank my brother for the inspiration and help that he's given me(but sad, he'd probably won't be reading this anyway.)

i've watched quite a few movies recently(let me give you guys reviews):

the terminal - fucking good, if you don't watch, you must be retarded
dodgeball - funny but damn lame, so don't waste ure money - 1hr 30mins only the show
the ladykillers - starrin tom hanks again in this show, it's quite good la - terminal much better.
the exorcist - funny show, not exhilarating, just.. funny. hahah
ouijia board - fuck, it's quite shocking la, but it's a stupid show.. not really about ouijia board -
but watching it with ronald really made the show much more interesting..
saved - i've gotta say that this is straight off, the best show i've watched this year - tho you might think it makes fun of christianity, think twice. it disses those who are fanatics of the religion - people who end up making christianity look like a fool. great show, please watch.

ok i tried to add some flavour to the damn blog by adding those colours - which shows i'm bored.
but well, have a good day, and if you're reading it.. good. doesn't matter anyway if no one reads - this is my life and my memory - should be kept for myself.. hahaha take care boys and girls!
til then we meet again!

\\ listening to dishwalla - angels or devils